It’s Like

Posted on 20/09/2010 by admin
It’s like a hard stone in the pit of my stomach
and it never goes away
its there when I’m eating, its there when I’m sleeping
in the night time and the day

It’s like a sharp knife piercing my heart
cutting my heart to the core
it leaves me torn, broken and bruised
aching and bleeding and sore

It’s like a weight crushing my body
a weight crushing my soul
It’s like an emptiness, that nothing can touch
a timeless and endless black hole
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Posted on 20/09/2010 by admin
I may look strong I may act tough
I seem to cope though life is rough
I’m smiling through the pain I feel
but I am fragile

I want to find a place to hide
a hole that I can crawl inside
a shelter that will keep us safe
I am fragile

Can’t find words for how I feel
the horror that I face is real
I want to walk on solid ground
I am fragile
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There Is

Posted on 20/09/2010 by admin
There’s abuse, there’s fear, there’s anger,
there’s horror and there’s pain,
there’s questions, there’s confusion,
there’s guilt and there is blame,
there’s sadness, loss and trauma,
I don’t know how I’m still standing,
there’s betrayal and mistrust,
but sometimes…there’s understanding

There is helplessness and powerlessness,
there’s not having a choice
there’s humiliation, degradation,
and no having a voice,
there is bullying and arrogance,
there’s naivety and blindness,
there is coldness and cruelty,
but sometimes…there’s warmth and kindness

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